I have to admit.
I am jealous,
I'm jealous because everyone seems to be having so much fun.
I am jealous when my friends gets better jobs than me.
I am jealous seeing my ex class mates are traveling around the world while I am stuck here,
I'm jealous seeing my childhood friends who are now so mature and so full of confidence while I am still the same insecure little child 10 years ago.
But what hurts the most is that I am jealous towards my friends who have become successful. Believe me I want to be happy for you because I know you will be happy for me. I have great friends and maybe I don't deserve them.
I know its wrong and I want to be happy for you, because you are a great friend. But jealousy is in me and it knows no friend or enemy. I guess its in my blood and I can't fight it.
I congratulate you, fake a smile and shake your hand but you are not a fool and can tell from my eyes that I am jealous of you. Then do forgive me because I hate this jealousy too.
Jealousy Won't You Ever Leave Me Alone.
I am jealous,
I'm jealous because everyone seems to be having so much fun.
I am jealous when my friends gets better jobs than me.
I am jealous seeing my ex class mates are traveling around the world while I am stuck here,
I'm jealous seeing my childhood friends who are now so mature and so full of confidence while I am still the same insecure little child 10 years ago.
But what hurts the most is that I am jealous towards my friends who have become successful. Believe me I want to be happy for you because I know you will be happy for me. I have great friends and maybe I don't deserve them.
I know its wrong and I want to be happy for you, because you are a great friend. But jealousy is in me and it knows no friend or enemy. I guess its in my blood and I can't fight it.
I congratulate you, fake a smile and shake your hand but you are not a fool and can tell from my eyes that I am jealous of you. Then do forgive me because I hate this jealousy too.
Jealousy Won't You Ever Leave Me Alone.
